jonnylove ♥

Thursday, August 28, 2008 ; 5:36 PM♥

this blog is dead :|

ian chan kong we shout, scream because we don't wanna suffer in silence.

i think we cry because wa nang ai attention?

let's just scream our lungs out.

xoxo jon

Friday, August 22, 2008 ; 12:35 PM♥

we're strangers in an empty space
i don't understand your heart
it's easier to be apart.
we might as well be strangers in another town.
we might as well living in another town.

we might as well.

we might as well..

we might as well...

be strangers.

for all i know of you now.
for all i know.

keane - we might as well be strangers

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ; 3:09 PM♥

so where do i stand?

Monday, August 18, 2008 ; 10:13 AM♥

happy 16th birthday peanut butter ann lee choi anak mata infection.

Friday, August 15, 2008 ; 3:26 PM♥

made a choice
wave goodbye
i'm not turning back

& i think about you everyday.

& i see your picture in my head

& i think i'll miss you :)

P.S i'm not emo
P.S.S i'm holding a razor blade

Sunday, August 10, 2008 ; 8:48 AM♥

expectation is the root of all heartache - William Shakespeare

super duper troper emo post so bear with me.

friend's aren't what they're suppose to be. you can say they've been there since day 1. question is, did they leave our side? They definately did. call me selfish bla bla bla. i've already done everything trying to impress trying to win you as a friend but to be honest what it seems to me was never enough. and you'll say i'm over reacting this and that. i've been thinking more than you've eaten rice. tell me how i've got this far?

we'll all bitched about our best friends behind their back, in an indirect way. without noticing, we'll do it but it all comes down to who stayed. well im not strong enough to hide all this shitty feelings im feeling right now. im not that strong to tell you it's alright it's cool. to go on everyday with a mask on. i've stop hoping for anything anymore.

bad days come and go, i'm just gonna sleep and let it all go. i've given up on you friends. i've expected too much and really, it's the root of all heartaches.

P.S dear evil, i have no idea what the fuck i did to you. or what the fuck i did to deserve you appearing infront of me in school everyday. i hate you. your face and the way you talk. you can burn in hell for all i fucking care. OH LOOK AT ME THE WIND IS BLOWING MY BODY IM A FUCKING MODEL. MODEL LIN UP YOUR FUCKING ASS.

Monday, August 4, 2008 ; 1:22 PM♥

before the epic, legen wait for it............ dary post. i would love to give special thanks to

jeanz, annleez, gettez, zhongz, yichaiz, syafiqz, ivanz, eilyz, hianz, jasz

for helping out at the pusat ehsan bazaaar yesterday. we've all raised $200!! well done my fellow friendzz. with a "z"

funny turtle... hahahahahaha

and OMFG GUESS WHAT. IM IN RANO WITH HIAN AND LENG.

thanks for being there guys! thanks for waking up early on a sunday morning and thanks for entertaining the customers ( annoying cute little kids). without you guys there, im not sure we would even raise 100 bucks.

life is great.
school still sucks
friends are leaving
sigh.

dearest codeelah lim bin anak commitment. we will miss you. farewell (tao#2) xdmz.

dearest farian anak curfew. we will not miss you. farewell (piece of useless pussy cell) xdmz.

i've passed up my application form for bidding! now all i've got to do is wait ;)

turtle,
jon