Sunday, August 10, 2008 ; 8:48 AM♥
expectation is the root of all heartache - William Shakespeare
super duper troper emo post so bear with me.
friend's aren't what they're suppose to be. you can say they've been there since day 1. question is, did they leave our side? They definately did. call me selfish bla bla bla. i've already done everything trying to impress trying to win you as a friend but to be honest what it seems to me was never enough. and you'll say i'm over reacting this and that. i've been thinking more than you've eaten rice. tell me how i've got this far?
we'll all bitched about our best friends behind their back, in an indirect way. without noticing, we'll do it but it all comes down to who stayed. well im not strong enough to hide all this shitty feelings im feeling right now. im not that strong to tell you it's alright it's cool. to go on everyday with a mask on. i've stop hoping for anything anymore.
bad days come and go, i'm just gonna sleep and let it all go. i've given up on you friends. i've expected too much and really, it's the root of all heartaches.
P.S dear evil, i have no idea what the fuck i did to you. or what the fuck i did to deserve you appearing infront of me in school everyday. i hate you. your face and the way you talk. you can burn in hell for all i fucking care. OH LOOK AT ME THE WIND IS BLOWING MY BODY IM A FUCKING MODEL. MODEL LIN UP YOUR FUCKING ASS.
